I want a life like everyone else, a normal life. What should I fix first? Is it my fashion? My sense of humour? Am I too old to be cool? I just want to be confident in my dance classes because thats where I can forget about everything and have fun but then if the people there give me a stare like that... I don't really know what to do..

A few days ago I had a dream, a really strange dream but I liked it. In my dream I was this real cool looking guy with all these people surrounding me it was like having the whole world in my hands! everyone wanted to be friends with me and everyone wanted to hang out with me. I just wish it was real :(. I'm just a old lame old guy that doesnt have a life and maybe never will... 

Being drunk makes you think about nothing for me but when I wake up from being drunk I realize again how much of a boring life I have..and it makes me feel worthless

Yesterday was sure a crazy night! I barely remember anything but all I remember was that I had the moves on the stage :)

I just wish my students had a little respect towards me its kinda depressing...

Eating 3 meals alone is just horrible I don't even feel human anymore :(

I feel so lonely where is my apple to my pie, where are you?